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Review Fundamental Water Gel Cream  Fundamental Watery Oil Drop I thought to review them together as they are from same range. What I loved: 1. The consistency of the products Oil:   Its neither a water or oil; it is in between. Hence the name "Watery Oil". It has interesting consistency. Initially I was dreading it a bit because oil often irritate my skin. And I was genuinely surprised when this did opposite. So it is safe to use for sensitive skin out there. Cream: It has this fusion of gel and cream; I was obsessed with playing with it for the first few days. 2. M oisturizing  factor Oil: The finish on face were quite nice and moisturized; there are some day I skipped moisturer ,especially in this hot humid weather. Cream: It was easy to get carried away the first few times I used this cream.  I used a scoop on my face first time around and  my face felt sticky and heavy for hours. Eventually I just dipped my finger on it and it was right perfect am...

I got this at a discount price in exchange for review purpose (300 for 1100 Taka). But all of the points I made today is my HONEST review.  As you can in the video posted below, I have acne prone skin; I have a LOT of scar around my face. One month is not enough for comprehensive result. So these are the result after using it for one month. My overall experience with it was quite okay. I was pleasantly surprised with few of the things that will be mention below. Let talk about negative first: This contain ALCOHOL as first ingredient. If I use it on amount with more than three drop ;STING my face. DON'T USE IT AROUND YOU EYE! You will cry! 😭😭😭 But when using is in right amount(two or just spot treatment), it feel okay. So AMOUNT is the key. It also has a STRONG alcohol smell which might put some people off.  Note that alcohol  is generally bad for you skin if it is used for a long time; especially with skin dehydration. If you would like to know more about it, let...

                Today I am going to review about the cushion you see in middle(very cute, right?). I wanted this for a long time. So when it went on sale in one of online page(Korean Kosmetica) last month; I grabbed this early to try it out. I really liked their bb cream version. So I thought it must be similar but in cushion form. It give very sheer coverage and dewy finish on my face. Like the klair bb cream, it brightened up my face. But unlike the bb cream, it is not buildable. It is very sheer. It did not cover my blemish and dark circle that well. It does tone down the redness around my nose but does not cover it fully. Since it is winter, I love how it give my face a healthy look(and also dewy) But I tried it on my mom it gave her a matter look. Both of our skin type is dehydrated combination skin. I am not too sure why the finish is different for both of us; but it could be due to skincare step. I follow a korean skin...

Happy new year, people! My 2017 was all about taking care of myself(and skin!). It was so worth it. Do you want a review of any of this product? If you do, comment down below! (You can comment  anonymously too!)

I am sorry that it taken me a long time to review this product. But I did it for a good reason. Before I can review any product,I always take a considerable time to check the product, the quality, long term impression and whether it is worth the money to invest. When it come to skincare, it take time to see its effect. it is no one shot result. But I am so glad to have bought this sunscreen. Now that I have explained why I have taken a long time to review this, let move on to the product:  MISSHA All-around Safe Block Waterproof Sun Milk  SPF50+ PA+++. This is one of variation from MISSHA sun milk . The popular variations are  Soft Sun milk  ,Essence Sun milk . The one I am using is Waterproof version. Let talk about my skin type first. My skin used to be  super oily and dehydrated. But thanks to Korean  skincare, it is now  combination-normal and still dehydrated. I still get oily around my nose, cheek , chin and forehead. But it is conside...

Well this will be my first post about skincare in this blog, I think? I was always interested in skincare. I tried to take care of my skin from the early on. But whatever I bought always had bad effect on my face: breakout, shiny, irritated face,uneven tone and what not. And I could not really afford proper skincare item; I mean how could I  when I have to live off allowance with only saving about 150 taka  per month. Hence I stopped caring about taking care of my skin altogether ,allowing my skin to take its worse course. But now that I am working and earning money, that skincare spirit in kicked back in. I have been saving up enough money and wanted to invest it on them. Because,my girl, korean skincare is really expensive. But they are so good for your face. So far,I owned only two Korean skincare items. One moisturising cream, Vitamin Water skin gel and other one is sunblock, Missha Water proof sun block spf 50 PA+++. I will review sunblock later this week. FIRST ...

1)How are you Happy? I am surprised you get to be happy!     I eat chococate. I watch Masterchef Australia. I cursed a person and laughed about it.  I am laughing at your  stupid question. In brief, eat chocolate and laughter is the best medicine to happiness,yeah? 2)You are  so brave and inspirational. And I did nothing like that. I  wake up and *sighed* about going to uni or office. 3)You cannot listen to music,right?I wont survive without music! How do you enjoy life? *goes to pick Over-ear headphone and switch on the music playlist from my lumia phone on maximum volume* 4)Do you wear this ear thing to shower too? Do you take your dear smartphone that you are glued to shower? I mean you use it almost to the same amount that I use my hearing aid. 5)You speak so well for a people like you. And you talk sooo ignorant and stupid. Glad that I am  not like people like you. 6)You talk so cute. Almost like a baby!  An...

I am losing my voice. Figuratively. And that is scaring me. Lately I have been looking into the wall blankly; without having any though or anything. I used to think all sort of thing but now I am not even thinking about anything at all. So I decided to do something about it. I am not sure where to start and whether it will help or improve. So I will start writing up more. So that I don't get lost track of head space and time. And to give my thought more voice. I have couple of content in plans.It will come by series, or part by part. Once I get better with photoshop,I will rehauled the whole blog style. To give it sense of my personality. I am sure not many people read my blogs; in fact it is non-existent , but I need to do something with myself. I just cannot sit and stare at wall hoping all this nonsense to go away in a blink of my staring. So,here to hoping to my consistent writing! Fighting!

Oh man! Where to even begin? Last few months have been such a turbulence for me in term of my mental health. Those who know me, will probably understand my state.  I have been on a mission to try to get my family to learn sign language and to educate them on subjects related to it. My hearing is getting worse. It was already bad in term of frequency range and now on right side it is practically zero. I don't wear hearing aid at right side anymore. I wear at left ear now. And my left ear is soon getting on level with my other ear. Soon enough my ears will be just an decoration for my body. Not really,I think. I wear hijab so it is not like people can see my ear or anything. It will be I guess......appendix version of external organ? I mean appendix is internal organ which become useless as human grows. Oh I am getting bit carried away. I should get back to topic.  So after all this, I asked to them to learn sign language for communication sake. I cannot keep relying on l...

Suzie and Nora: Urghh!!! Suzie: Me first! Today I was watching a new video uploaded by Rikki Poynter. My sister was watching with me. It is her first time watching her video. Before Rikki even finished her line, she said"she have a problem." Seriously? I told her millions of time about her. Yet she said it like that! I wanted to scream at her "So you think having deaf accent is a problem? You mean to say I have a problem?" Nora: Not again! She is still doing that! Suzie: I know, right? I still remember that awful argument we had few years back! I was complaining how my parents was not listening to me about something and she said  to straight to my face "But you should be grateful! You cannot be keep complaining all the time! You should be grateful that your parents at least was able to pay for pair of hearing aids! You do know how lot of deaf people cannot have that? They cannot pay for it! You would not be today if it were not for those!"  My comp...

I don't know what it is with people around me, they seem to be either afraid of talking with me or avoid me altogether.  It is not with stranger only;but also with families including relatives, parents etc.. Since I was kid, people has been doing this to me making me feel kinda alien. At some point, I was relating with alien in the movie more than human, *chuckle*.(And the alien are villain in the movie(  -_-). But I am starting to understand it bit why people behave with me like that. I think it is that  I am deaf, people get lost on how communicate with me despite seeing me talking with my friends numerous time. It is like, even If I am talking with people,  they turn for my deaf accent, I think. Which is sad, because people in this world seem to be judging intelligence of one's based on accent. One of most popular example is how some people in Asian countries seem to laugh at their English accent. English is English,period!!! I realized it first time at when...

These few  years are on roll for the deaf people. More and more people are telling their stories and showing their talents. Which I like. One for instant, Nyle Dimarco is running for American Top Model. While modelling is not my forte, but there is no reason not to support his desire to win the competition. As a fellow deaf person, I am cheering and supporting him with all my heart. Go #DeafTalent!! People in this world are not giving enough chance to deaf people to show their talent. More their often they are stuck with their prejudice about us. Which is really unfortunate, because they are missing out the wonderful people out there and the rich culture we have. That is why from this post onward I will post more about deaf related issues and topics. Signing off here, fellows!!

There is this notion around here that makeup is considered to be....for lazy person. And that it does not suit well with engineering student. There was a girl who wore bright colour lipstick and and has some real good eye makeup on university and people around me commented this " she is must not be a good student. She just waste her time on her face". Often  engineered girl/boys student with fashion sense get judged based on it; that is they are deem to be unfit to be engineered student. It is kinda sad how some people put other people into box;  I myself have been put into many, many box. Those box are called label. what is wrong with putting up makeup? Really, what is the deal? Another thing I noticed that in here, anything that associated with lady/girl is taken as......foolish. Girl in engineered section is expected to follow what other man do; because according to some people engineering is a "guy" thing. And since guys don't really use much makeup, g...

It was independence day and I went out with my family outside for experiencing the day. For some reason my dad thought I don't know much about it which had an bad result  that I will be going to talk about later. I was not really excited about going out there. I had a bad day before and I was unwillingly to go out. I really respect independence day  but it was about my certain things that were happening around me that made me really unenthusiastic about it.  So we walked around a place which has this array of pictures of freedom fighters; and that kind of picture which show the brutal form of them. Which I mean,  the pictures of them being treated badly and tortured. That made me more.......troubled as ever. I was already troubled with my personal issue and after seeing the pictures it made me feel worse. I was like "Here I was lamenting about my life and these people had it worse. I should stop sulking". So I tried to be bit more, you know, involved with the da...

Dear to my Younger self; 1) You are doing great on your studies. Mashallah, you did great job on getting 5 A* on your O level. I am so proud of you. You did it!!  2) Don't Over study. You are right now, trying too hard to keep your parents happy. Please think about yourself too. Explore other area. Studies is not only thing that will define your future. Skill and talent is. 3) Learn Sign language as soon as possible. It is not weird thing and will definitely help you in future. 4)Don't try to prove to other people including your family that deafness is not interfering your life. They simply won't care.  5) Stop trying being like a hearing people. It is okay to be deaf.  It is okay not be able to understand songs,music, and group conversation. 6) Don't ask your mother and your siblings  about what they think about other deafness. They will make such a statement that will haunt you forever.  7)Talk with father more. Unlike others,he is most willingl...

Tomorrow is my anthropology presentation; and I am dreading it. It was bad enough that I was interrupted by a cse course sir during my presentation because he could not get my speech; and it kind of dropped my confidence. And now I have to face another presentation and Allah know how much worse it could be. I have always hated anything speech related stuff. First it was my grade 5 speech competition  when I had major panic attack in front  of all students. Not to mention it was during those time when I was unaware of my deafness. I used to get teased for my  speech and way of my talking and I always used to wonder why. So once for all I decided to prove them wrong. That I can do speech well. But that challenge only made thing worse, not only I had panic attack but failed it. Even since I stayed out of long conversation, speech, debate etc. But when I came to know about my deafness, I finally started to come in term with it. My deafness was known since I was three; an...