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1)How are you Happy? I am surprised you get to be happy!     I eat chococate. I watch Masterchef Australia. I cursed a person and laughed about it.  I am laughing at your  stupid question. In brief, eat chocolate and laughter is the best medicine to happiness,yeah? 2)You are  so brave and inspirational. And I did nothing like that. I  wake up and *sighed* about going to uni or office. 3)You cannot listen to music,right?I wont survive without music! How do you enjoy life? *goes to pick Over-ear headphone and switch on the music playlist from my lumia phone on maximum volume* 4)Do you wear this ear thing to shower too? Do you take your dear smartphone that you are glued to shower? I mean you use it almost to the same amount that I use my hearing aid. 5)You speak so well for a people like you. And you talk sooo ignorant and stupid. Glad that I am  not like people like you. 6)You talk so cute. Almost like a baby!  And I learned to speak from unicorn in Ma

I am losing my voice. Figuratively. And that is scaring me. Lately I have been looking into the wall blankly; without having any though or anything. I used to think all sort of thing but now I am not even thinking about anything at all. So I decided to do something about it. I am not sure where to start and whether it will help or improve. So I will start writing up more. So that I don't get lost track of head space and time. And to give my thought more voice. I have couple of content in plans.It will come by series, or part by part. Once I get better with photoshop,I will rehauled the whole blog style. To give it sense of my personality. I am sure not many people read my blogs; in fact it is non-existent , but I need to do something with myself. I just cannot sit and stare at wall hoping all this nonsense to go away in a blink of my staring. So,here to hoping to my consistent writing! Fighting!

Oh man! Where to even begin? Last few months have been such a turbulence for me in term of my mental health. Those who know me, will probably understand my state.  I have been on a mission to try to get my family to learn sign language and to educate them on subjects related to it. My hearing is getting worse. It was already bad in term of frequency range and now on right side it is practically zero. I don't wear hearing aid at right side anymore. I wear at left ear now. And my left ear is soon getting on level with my other ear. Soon enough my ears will be just an decoration for my body. Not really,I think. I wear hijab so it is not like people can see my ear or anything. It will be I guess......appendix version of external organ? I mean appendix is internal organ which become useless as human grows. Oh I am getting bit carried away. I should get back to topic.  So after all this, I asked to them to learn sign language for communication sake. I cannot keep relying on liprea