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It was independence day and I went out with my family outside for experiencing the day. For some reason my dad thought I don't know much about it which had an bad result  that I will be going to talk about later. I was not really excited about going out there. I had a bad day before and I was unwillingly to go out. I really respect independence day  but it was about my certain things that were happening around me that made me really unenthusiastic about it.  So we walked around a place which has this array of pictures of freedom fighters; and that kind of picture which show the brutal form of them. Which I mean,  the pictures of them being treated badly and tortured. That made me more.......troubled as ever. I was already troubled with my personal issue and after seeing the pictures it made me feel worse. I was like "Here I was lamenting about my life and these people had it worse. I should stop sulking". So I tried to be bit more, you know, involved with the day. Li

Dear to my Younger self; 1) You are doing great on your studies. Mashallah, you did great job on getting 5 A* on your O level. I am so proud of you. You did it!!  2) Don't Over study. You are right now, trying too hard to keep your parents happy. Please think about yourself too. Explore other area. Studies is not only thing that will define your future. Skill and talent is. 3) Learn Sign language as soon as possible. It is not weird thing and will definitely help you in future. 4)Don't try to prove to other people including your family that deafness is not interfering your life. They simply won't care.  5) Stop trying being like a hearing people. It is okay to be deaf.  It is okay not be able to understand songs,music, and group conversation. 6) Don't ask your mother and your siblings  about what they think about other deafness. They will make such a statement that will haunt you forever.  7)Talk with father more. Unlike others,he is most willingly to hea